BF's And Casual Encounters Continued

So, who did I actually sleep with for the first time?? I was 18 and I remember the first time he came into the library,Trinidadian,  tall, skinny, long Indian hair down his back, I was in lust. At the time he was talking to a coworker of mine, but every time he came by I couldn't help but stare. They eventually broke up, and he would still come by the library. One day I asked if I could touch his hair and that's how we started talking. D.D.M. was the ultimate dreamboat to me, we would go to the park and I would just lay on him and we would talk for hours. Anyway, one day he asked me to come with him to his friends house so we could watch TV and chill. Things just sorta happened first we were kissing, then touching and then my stockings were gone, then my panties. At that point I became nervous and started to push him off, but he whispered in my ears to just relax. I would be lying if I said it was the best first time. He had no rhythm or maybe he was afraid of hurting me what ever it was, it was wack. My first time was on the floor in someone else apartment to a man a man because he was 26, who didn't know what he was doing. I slept with him three more times, and he didst get better, I was disappointed because the girls at school made it seem that sex was this wonderful thing and it just wasn't for me. I stopped talking to him when I came to Jersey for school. Then came K.N. my short stuff.  Light skinned, a thug in every way possible., but funny, romantic and smart at the same time. He wore me out. K.N. could literally go for hours. I stayed over by him one night and we had sex the whole night through, until I begged him to stop cause I couldn't go anymore. I never claimed him as my man, and later on he slept with my best friend and I stopped talking to the both of them for a long time. Then came college and yes you can say I experimented in a way I never thought I would. It was with a girl, S.M.B She was one of the popular girls on campus and I was drawn to her personality, she is one of those people that you just cant help but like. She had a girlfriend, but that didn't really stop anything sad to say, we messed around on and off, when ever her girl went away for the holidays. I have lots of love for her, because we were able to talk about any and everything, she will always have a place in my heart. Sadly, I still hadn't experienced an orgasm with any of these people, that is until I met Shamar.